I know.. i know… i shouldnt bring home a new boy …just …. because he is sexy… and because im impulsive… but.. this weekend that is just what i did…

and well…im soooo happy about it….

to be truthful…ive been eye-ing him from afar for a while now… and i even gave him a little consideration last year…but …i was afraid.. i was nervous about change… i was pretty invested in doing things the same old way… i didnt think i wanted the disruption of a new boy… but… i couldnt stop thinking about him…. and then by chance i ran into him while i was down in the A.R.L… maybe it was fate…thats how i saw it…. we just kind of connected….and he seemed perfect.. and sexy..did i mention sexy….and while i had gone out planning to return home alone… well… it didnt go down like that….

and… now that we’ve spent the weekend in bed.. watching tv together…getting to know each other…..

the last one.. didnt really like to “perform” in certain areas of the house…..

BUT this new boy…OMG… we were allll over the house together… and across the street at starbucks garnering envious glances… and putting on a kinda goofy PDA show…. and i just grinned…

go ahead ..be jealous bitches…hes allllll mine…

i know how some relationships… can be .. glorious and giddy in the beginning…(i cant wait to get home to him tonight!!!).. and then fade to an old familiarity… that gets dull.. and finally the flame flickers out….

i think that is what happened with the last one… we… just started to take each other for granted.. and in the end i was really resentful..of his neediness… him not really going places with me…. his constant need for ME to charge him up … and not being able to do the same for me… not being able to give me anything new…the relationship seemed sooo one sided…. he was always asking me for more more more..and giving less less less……that and he just wasnt sexy anymore…

so this weekend…… i jumped…

and told bill gates to go to hell… screw you and your f-ing whacked out VISTA… if im gonna buy all new software anyway… SCREW YOU……im gonna do it with my sexy new boyfriend…

MAC…

xoxo

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