sugarbabies..

soo he fancies himself  a writer…and i suppose his publisher agrees… and somewhere along the line i became a …muse…well….at least this one time… as it seems a new character is kinda based on me..looooosely of course… and while flattering ..truth is… i dont really like her that much … but lately he calls a lot …you know to  ask “what would you DO” in certain situations and i have to ask back…

what would i WANT myself to do or what would i REALLY do? …

and after a few seconds he says “both

and i have to admit that a bit too often for my liking and much to his chagrin the “what would i reallly do” answer is … nothing…

and just as the clock hits 2am he notes that i have a pretty exciting life for someone who answers this question sooo passively sooo often…and i dont even bother to tell him i just left a leather / bondage club and walked into the night with my vodka tonic and am climbing into a cab to go to a music studio across town to listen to a few tracks that someone is putting down…instead i truthfully

admit he is right…

and  ….

i hang up….

xoxo

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